"Delilah, I'm broken," I say. What has happened to me?I want nothing more than to lieUnder transparent tablesGasping in a hot plumeAs it fillsMyWeakLungs,The slow exalting decay of my breath,Because suicide,Doesn't have to pass quickly.To fade, gradually, quietly, by my own hand -They can already see through me.<I want to be trampled onA filthy slutHatedWeak and joylessUntil my life has become nothing moreThan the greatest tragedy.I want love. I go no furtherFor fear of what I will say.Delilah does not exist.

1 whispers:
I'll be your Delilah, my love. Don't be afraid to work, strengthen your lungs.
Grace & peace,
Kinnery
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