"Delilah, I'm broken," I say.What has happened to me?
I want nothing more than to lie
Under transparent tables
Gasping in a hot plume
As it fills
My
Weak
Lungs,
The slow exalting decay of my breath,
Because suicide,
Doesn't have to pass quickly.
To fade, gradually, quietly, by my own hand -
They can already see through me.<
I want to be trampled on
A filthy slut
Hated
Weak and joyless
Until my life has become nothing more
Than the greatest tragedy.
I want love.
I go no further
For fear of what I will say.
Delilah does not exist.
The Wind Whisperer
The Wind Whisperer
The cadence of a cold heart, caught on the cruel, bitter winds of the world. Drifting, endlessly, falling closer to the ground, but never quite reaching. An illusion of flying. If you can...catch me... :)
A story. An open ended question. If you could dance along the riverbanks of each waking morning, what colour would the sunrise paint your eyes? If this were a ballet, our feet would stay upon the ground. But we'd like to think otherwise, wouldn't we? Maybe this story is a pretty good one. Maybe the glove doesn't fit the hand. Maybe the glove just fits.
I Go No Further
Posted by
Jayson
on 2011-02-24
1 whispers:
I'll be your Delilah, my love. Don't be afraid to work, strengthen your lungs.
Grace & peace,
Kinnery
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